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The emergence of awareness is begun with the suffering from inconstancy, which change is always felt as certainty.

The initial way is like recordering the present kasunyatan, which in the past it had been linked with this current one.

In Kasunyatan, it is felt within the flow of breaths that the present is built on the past. The existence of real Sunyata of the visible Sunyata in the passed Sunyata is underiable.

It shapes the current Sunyata and the tracks of the establishment are traceable, because every establishment is Sunyata.

Who could deny that it had occurred and recognizable??

Denying has no use and meaning but real.

This is the reality of the Sunyata of genesis that might not be stifled and muffled by any thing.

This is the reality which visible existence of genesis that might not be removed or covered by any thing.

How naice and foolish the awareness at that time.

Defending the Self of the I that seemingly claims that the existence of the truth is the true reality.

Do not understand even at that time when it was believed thoughtfully that it is understood and realized.

The reality is undeniable and unwipeable.

There had been a genesis that might not be forgetted and wiped off just like that. There had been debts that might have to be counted, THere had been something that might have to be paid back. Admitting modest heartedly is wiser than trying to accept it. Undergoing everthing with sincere gratitude to GOD is more enjoyable and comforting.

Practicing and realizing good deeds and customariness is better than just waiting for results and proofs.

Realizing kasunyatan is the depth of gratitude to all of the blessing and mercy of GOD.

There is only one thing to say, the thank ful to YOU, the Highest Creator of All, for all YOUr lofty Blessing Mercy.

YOUR present is here and felt in every breath of life day by day, Buddha is within everyone.

From My Lama-Mas Braeme

If life has a base that it stands upon…then my (life) without a doubt stands upon this memory. It is of lying half asleep, half a wake, in bed in the nursery of St. Ives. It is of hearing the waves… breaking, one , two, one, two, behind a yellow blind. It is of hearing the blind draw its little acorn across the floor as the wind blew the blind out. It is of lying and hearing…and feeling, it is almost impossible that I should be here…. -Virginia Woolf, “ A Sketch of the Past”

Coming in to this particular body, and being born of these particular parents, and in such a place, and in general what we call external circumstances. That all happening form a unity and are spun together is signified by the Fates (Moirai). When all the souls had chosen their lives, they went before Lachesis. And she went with each, as the guardian of his life and the fulfiller of his choice, the dimon that he had chosen , and this divinity led the soul first to Clotho, under her hand and her turning of the spindle ratify the destiny of his lot and choice, and after contact with her, the daimon again led the soul to the spinning of Atropos to make the web of its destiny irreversible, and then without a backward look it passed beneath the throne of Necessity. Plato, Republic x 620e